it has almost been a week since i last posted, been a bit down as of lately. didn't get an offer for uni, and now i'm lost and running out of ideas on what to do. still haven't found a job yet, i'll find one soon enough...hopefully. i've been so damn lazy as well, there's a heap of things i need done and i haven't really gotten around to it. i've been drawing a whole lot, so when the scanner is up and running again, i shall post some on. anyway, hope you'll all have an awesome week!
"forbidden pleasures alone are loved immoderately; when lawful they do not excite desire" - Marcus Fabius Quintilian
i haven't been feeling creative lately, hence the reason why i haven't uploaded any sketches. woke up exceptionally early today - 9am, usually it would be around 2pm but i had a good nights sleep. only 2 and a half hours to go until i receive my university offers, please let me get into one. oh god, i'm so excited/nervous/scared. recapping the last blog, i decided i only had myself to blame for my dreams not coming true. but thankfully i have wisened up, and from now on i'll work hard on it.
my new found idol, MATTHEW MARSDEN! how hot is he?! he can sing, and damn he can act! sadly he didn't really make it as a singer, so i have to buy his album through ebay. yes, i am indeed smitten over him!! it's his eyes! they're really, really, really blue! hope you all had an awesome weekend and have a good week!
it has been so hot these last few days - got my summer tan though. to add to my list of favourite past times: skinny dipping. i am so bored, still haven't found a job, and i get my university offers in 5 days - yes, i am indeed nervous. other than that, i am over boys at the moment. why do they arrange to meet you on a day they are busy? maybe he doesn't want to see me? he's blown me off 3 times! 3 times! if he doesn't want to see me, then stop arranging dates! grrr!
"No day is so bad it can't be fixed with a nap" -Carrie Snow
i have applied for a total of 3 jobs today, hopefully there is a god upstairs that will deliver me the good news. out of boredom i looked up second-hand cars and rental properties in the city, shouldn't have done it. it shatters me knowing that even though i really want it, i can't get it now because i'm obviously too broke to afford either of them. and i'm angry at myself in the end because i didn't save up money when i was younger. though i've come to realize that it is time to grow up and become independant. i can't depend on other people to make my dreams and goals come true anymore, and i accept that fact. hence, i promise myself, that within 5 years: i will get myself a car, and a nice apartment up in the city, oh, and an awesome wardrobe!
i've spent all day hunting down dust bunnies, and now i smell like ajax, oh diddums! haven't been in the mood for drawing lately, a tad depressed but it's that time of the month. i need to start exercising and drinking more water too, and also find a job. why can't things just work out? exactly 10 days to go until i find out whether or not i have been accepted into university, shucks i'm nervous! i bought a new pair of nike airs today! and they're awesome as!
not only do i have a notebook fetish, but i possess a shoe fetish aswell ^^. it's saturday, so i hope you'll all have an awesome weekend, and try not to get to smashed up :) toodlums!
had yet another boring day, spent it at home just daydreaming and drawing (as uploaded). surrounded with color pencils, textas and fineliners - it took me around 4 hours to complete. 'life is a journey, not a destination' was a quote i found from aerosmith. the girl in the picture wasn't supposed to look so scary, but i messed her up - my apologies. well since nothing interesting is occupying my life at the moment, i'm going to cut it short. hope we've all had a good day.
oh and a recommendation: for those of you that have an interest in reading, please give 'the last lecture' a try, it's written by prof. randy pausch who passed away late last year. it's an amazing book, full of inspiration and motivational thoughts. but you'll need a box of tissues when you're about reach the end of the book though. toodlums!
i've finally decided to start a blog. i've thought about it for a while, but i never got around to it because i never had the time. but thanks to the summer holidays and a fresh year - i'm blogging! i didn't do much today; stayed at home, played the psp, watched 'love my life', and wrote in my notebook.
still need to do some jobhunting, i'll start tomorrow hopefully. new years resolution: quit smoking - tally so far; cigarettes [7] i'll get there soon! if you haven't noticed, my blog layout is a bit dull, i'm still trying to adapt to the whole concept of putting things where i want them to be, and all that jazz. i'm good with a notebook, but when it comes to computers and editing HTML's - i'm pretty damn messy.
"Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal" - Henry Ford
myynotebooks: i am addicted to notebooks - i cannot function without one. my notebooks are a humble home to where all my inspiration, memories, and thoughts are. i hope you will all enjoy them as much as do. toodlums!
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